Over the last few days

Am getting just too fat. Life is moving too slow. can't wait for Beijing with friends next week.

FML

Sara's :

You may find yourself becoming increasingly suspicious as the day goes on, especially as you thought you overheard an item of conversation that seemed to be hinting something about your latest love. Today's planetary alignment may increase rather than decrease your paranoia. But if you truly love your partner, you will take time to gently find out the truth, and this will help put your mind at rest

Mine :

The planetary alignment may bring about a situation that you find confusing. It seems that someone you have been close to in the past could have been whispering in the ear of someone you are close to at present. You realize that what they are telling your latest love is really a pack of lies - but how do you make your lover believe you?

My god.

Up up here we go.

Here we go, come with me. There's a world out there that we should see. Take my hand, close your eyes. With you right here, imma rocketeer so lets Flyyyyy.

Fucked up.

It is a saturday afternoon. No one's home except for me, winter & my maid.
I do not, i repeat, DO NOT have the mood to study. In fact i'm feeling pretty shittified. Can't be PMS. I just wanna fall asleep, to wake up & find it is still January 2010 whereby i'm enjoying my post O-level holidays.

But at the same time, i do not want to get kicked out of school just because, I DO NOT have good memory skills.

Please, God. Be with me.

Driven.

I like studying OB. I will get my A.

xoxo

Sometimes in life we hit the cross roads, & are forced to choose which path to take. & there's no way of knowing if our journey will take us to pleasure, or pain.

But once we've made our choice, there's no turning back.

Misses

Can't wait for full moon next week. If there're 2 things i have missed alot in my life, they are my best friend, & the moon.

GOOD. Afternoon.

Days like these where you wake up in the afternoon(of the real world; but morning of yours) & you feel so refreshed. Like everything's gonna be alright. Like, life's all laid out for you perfectly.

But then you realise, at the end of the day, that nothing's perfect.

Gosh.

Chuck : Your life will be easier without me in it.

Blair : True. But what's my life without you?

Fate

I will just take whatever life throws at me. Because i believe in Fate, i also believe that it has already been written & that whatever happens, happens for a reason. I will accept what is in store for me, try to make the best out of it & always go to bed every night with a sense of achievement; knowing i have done my best for that day.

After having heard what the astrologer said(yes, mum dad & i went to see one for myself, sis & bro), i am glad i have my career path planned out on the greeneries. But life is never perfect, thus the corruptions in my love life. Now, i feel like there is no point in finding for that special someone.

It's like, you know things will turn out this way, so you just give up trying.

But i don't want to hurt someone who loves me. Or atleast, think that he does. We'll see how things go.

Cancer Woman & Leo Man Compatibility

Leo man and Cancer woman make one of the most beautifully romantic relationships in the world. They both deeply and genuinely admire each other’s minds, talents and accomplishments. The Cancer woman personifies the mystery of womanhood and all complex yearnings and the Leo man personifies the conquering charisma of manhood, wisdom and strength. Their togetherness forms such a miraculous statement of love both emotionally and physically that they experience the heavens on earth in each others’ arms. A Cancer woman is likely to bring out every ounce of passion in a Leo man while the Leo man makes her more beautifully confident and secure woman. The kind of love and oneness they share describes the overall existence of life on earth with the importance of the elements of Water and Fire giving both of them a fulfilling experience that last till end of the horizon and till the time they can walk in the eternity of their love.

As the Cancer woman and Leo man accept the differences in their personalities, they make one of the most physically appealing couple to each other. They will have a great physical relationship because the Leo man is very affectionate and the Cancer woman can aptly reciprocate his feelings. The Leo man can become very demanding in a physical relationship which is usually fulfilled by his Cancer woman, whereas the Cancer woman is quite sensitive which is provided by the passionately emotional side of the Leo man. They have a strong sexual bond because she is quite gentle whereas the Leo man has very intense emotions and this combination can prove to be a very good foundation for their relationship. She can hurt the Leo man with her changing moods due to which she may become less responsive to her Leo man at sometimes during their love-making. While the Leo man can become aloof and the Cancer woman might think that he has become indifferent. The Cancer woman feels safe in the haven of his arms because it gives her a strong sense of security and makes her feel loved and needed.

This is what happiness means. To me.

I realise i have put on hell a lot of weight, & it's time i did something about it.

It's also time i stopped saying 'it's time to do something about it' & REALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

Happy birthday Mummy!

You're 49, but taxi drivers still ask me if you're my sister. Love you mummy. <3

XOXO

“It’s often said that no matter the truth, people see what they want to see. Some people might take a step back and find out they were looking at the same big picture all along. Some people might see that their lies have almost caught up to them. Some people may see what was there all along. And then there are those other people, the ones who run as far as they can, so they don’t have to look at themselves. And as for me, I can see clearly now.”

Uncertainty

is the last feeling i'd ever wanna have now.

:)

I don't know if i'm in Love with you. But i do know, i won't be able to live a day without talking to you.

Hi, i'm not dead. Yet.

I thought i'd never have to have this feeling. But still, we're all humans & uncertainty plays a part in our lives. It's a feeling i hate the most. Even the feeling of betrayal, the feeling of hate, the feeling of pain is something i'd withstand. But the feeling of uncertainty is something i swear makes me wanna pull my hair off, & makes me feel like shit.

I just hope this doesn't die. I'm sorry, i'm just new to all of these. Things are awkward, & i'm hoping this phase will pass by in the blink of an eye.

Impatience.