This is what happiness means. To me.

I realise i have put on hell a lot of weight, & it's time i did something about it.

It's also time i stopped saying 'it's time to do something about it' & REALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

Happy birthday Mummy!

You're 49, but taxi drivers still ask me if you're my sister. Love you mummy. <3

XOXO

“It’s often said that no matter the truth, people see what they want to see. Some people might take a step back and find out they were looking at the same big picture all along. Some people might see that their lies have almost caught up to them. Some people may see what was there all along. And then there are those other people, the ones who run as far as they can, so they don’t have to look at themselves. And as for me, I can see clearly now.”

Uncertainty

is the last feeling i'd ever wanna have now.

:)

I don't know if i'm in Love with you. But i do know, i won't be able to live a day without talking to you.

Hi, i'm not dead. Yet.

I thought i'd never have to have this feeling. But still, we're all humans & uncertainty plays a part in our lives. It's a feeling i hate the most. Even the feeling of betrayal, the feeling of hate, the feeling of pain is something i'd withstand. But the feeling of uncertainty is something i swear makes me wanna pull my hair off, & makes me feel like shit.

I just hope this doesn't die. I'm sorry, i'm just new to all of these. Things are awkward, & i'm hoping this phase will pass by in the blink of an eye.

Impatience.

I guess have 3 more months of singlehood left

The planetary energy may encourage you to consider strengthening a bond with someone whom you have grown extremely fond of. You have both arrived at a stage where you know a lot about each other's faults and failings, yet above and beyond these you both feel that life without each other would not be worth living. You are happy to settle into a deeper and more committed relationship.

Simpang bedok!

This was quite long back. For the hari raya holidays!

Best deepavali :)

Thank god, there was enough space/food/seats for everyone. House was super packed, moving around was hard. But it was nice to have all your closed ones around you. :)

I had a very very very very very very good surprise from Sara.

Yesterday morning he told me he wouldn't make it to my house cause he was confined in camp. At first i thought he was just joking. & then i told him i'm gonna cry & usually when i do that, he'd say "Okay okay, don't cry. I never wanna see you upset." But he still prolonged it, said he was really sorry & all. I was so so upset, i didn't have the mood for anything else. I didn't wanna dress up anymore, i didn't wanna welcome guests anymore cause i was so disappointed.

In the end, i pulled myself up & said it's fine. There are always other circumstances for him to meet the family.

GUESS WHO ENTERED THE HOUSE IN TRADITIONAL, LOOKING LIKE A GROOM, AT 9PM. As shock as i was, i felt my hands trembling & i swear it was the best surprise ever. He's getting pretty good at his surprises & looks like it's time i learn from him! hehehe

So they left about 12 plus after the man u match. I had such an awesome time. I am so thankful to god for such awesome friends, family & what not.

Ouh & thanks to winter who was so patient & not rowdy with the guests.

ILML.

P/s Rest of the pictures in fb!

Saturday

I love the camera that dukes' friends have bought for my sister. It's just damn awesome. With cameras like these, there is no need for DSLRs!

Anyways, speaking of saturday, i'm really really nervous. I don't even know if there's going to be enough space in the house to fit everyone. Which is an estimated no. of 60. There's definitely going to be more/less people & having to predict or assume is something i am not very good at. :(

I hope the food's enough as well, & no one has to end up sitting on the floor(-.-), or people have to leave fast cause they're feeling too stuffy.

Am i worrying too much? I tend to do this shit all the time. SIGH.

Happy Deepavali!

My deepavali started off with Sara, & then to Sang's house & then lastly to Ramesh's house. Tonight shall be Sara's house(Another one), Rani Aunty's house & then the best, Guy3's place!! MUAHAHAHAH. Okay happy deepavali all. I have geog quiz to do by tomorrow. Damnnit