Tell me

3.30am,i'm awake again. Sinking through the dark & open night. While dreaming i see, only you & me. Stuck between desire & compromise. If i say i want you back, i'd be a liar. Cause you only left me yearning for more. & I can't sleep, cause you're faraway from me.

Difference?

I personally feel i've changed. In terms of looks & behaviour. Someone around me please tell me i haven't. & even if i have, please tell me it's for the better.

Ah booi

My ah booi(not ah-boi like a typical ah kong but argh-booi) has grown so much!! I LOVE YOU AH BOOI!! Though you're always so freaked out by the stupid umbrella. HAHAHAH OMG AWESOME SCENE. Okay don't call the SPCA..

Call me scaredy cat, whatever

Watched Paranormal activity for the second time last night, with Leon,Jessie & Shanice. Yes second time, but nevertheless i still covered my eyes. :( THANKS SHANICE FOR LETTING ME SIT IN THE MIDDLE!!
"All the single ladies! All the single ladies!" & ouh yes my phone rang at the 2 most scariest parts of the movie. & WHY DO SONY ERICSSON PHONES HAVE SUCH A LOUD VIBRATION?! GOD DAMNNIT!


Just a thought : I keep saying. I keep fantasizing. I keep dreaming. I keep yearning. But however, I wonder if i will ever fall in love again. p/s : Falling in love is different from loving the feeling. Cause doesn't necessarily mean you're in love when it's the feeling that you love.

"Dutch, just call him now"

I'm really bored at home. I want to go out,but i'm really lazy & tired. I want to watch tv, but it's so damn boring. I want to work,but i haven't found a job. I want to have this feeling, but it's killing me indirectly.

I WANT SOME

walau leon leeeeeeeeeeee, cook for me also leh!!!

Butterflies in my tummay

How do you know it's love & not just infatuation?

EEEE, i know my readers are SO not used to seeing me like this. Ah, i really don't wanna move on to the future. I want time to stop :( I'm not even asking for a time machine to go back to the past. Just. Stop.
Anyway, just wanna say i am so damn happy i have an elder sister. Thank god i can pour out my feelings to her. Thanks moo! also, thanks Gayuuu. Just don't feel like leaving that place everytime i have to.I want a boyfriend who USED to smoke, but doesn't anymore.Heh

Smu & then.. umm.. boat quay (:

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I am so confused. It's sad how people open up & be themselves, only when they're drunk/high.

Bowlingg

& gladys won. I lost. I SUCK AT BOWLING!!

How to study, you tell me

HOW DO I STUDY MY LIT WHEN I HAVE SO MANY DISTRACTIONS

Whose life is it anyway, for you To kill a mockingbird?

2 more days. I WANNA GO BOWLING!!!!!!!!

I love the new dress

You never spoke a word,you never opened your mouth. You never looked at me,you never faced my direction. You never heard me,you never gave a listening ear to me. You never touched me,you never reached out for me. You never smelt me,

Because you were/are nowhere near me.

I take Lautner, you take Swift

The Naked Lad says:
yesssss
dutchy; says:
do you think taylor lautner will end up with taylor swift
The Naked Lad says:
end up doing wat
end up where
as in end up as life partners?
dutchy; says:
no as bf gf
The Naked Lad says:
i don know
but she told me yesterday he is falling on her feet every morning
hahahaha
dutchy; says:
hmmmmmmmm
she's a bitch
why was she talking to you anyway
The Naked Lad says:
why cannot
she was waiting for me but then she decided to settle for lautner since he asked her out
hahahaahah
dutchy; says:
no no no no no no n o n
lautner told me that he treats her as nothing more than a friend
so you can have her to yourself
=)
The Naked Lad says:
damn i have to tell her this
dutchy; says:
ouh yes you should
get that bitch's arms off my man
The Naked Lad says:
shes telling him now
oh wait guess wat lautner said
" WHO THE HELL IS DUTCHY "
hahahahaha
dutchy; says:
of course he wouldn't know dutchy
he only knows me as "love"
The Naked Lad says:
whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr

HAHAHAH!

Studying is fattening

Because i always end up eating & munching on something.. GRRRR. Anyway, it's Halloween tomorrow & i feel so confused. I'll make it up by partying like an animal next year!!! RAWR

I can do this every night, all night long

i just love him & the way he portrays himself. It's not wrong to fantasize about someone you think you are attracted to.




Especially when that someone is "The" someone you know whom is 1 in a million.