Happy 17th babe!

Had an awesome bonding time with the classmates again today!! & I AM GOING BROKE BECAUSE OF THEM! They're dining at all the high class places all the time!! & OMFG. YTIF!!(Yay tomorrow is friday)

Damnit

i took this.Gorgeous?
Sigh. Didn't know it'll get this far. & bingo, you're right. There IS something stopping me. Please... leave me alone =( I just don't wanna lose my friend. I'm really sorry if i do end up hurting you in anyway.

"Study"

I must say my classmates are really studious. I'm so proud of them. I'm probably the most playfullest & least serious one in class =( We went to the library to study during break but 3 of us ended up playing with the camera. hehehe lesson learnt. Bad idea to bring a camera to school!

I can do this. I've done it once before. & i know myself very well. No one can stop me, or influence me. If things go the way it is right now for the next 3 years, then i'm sure i'll be fine. YOU know what i'm talking about :)

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Sigh. It is the similarity that makes a difference.

Memories

Accompanied guy3 today to her friend's house for his father's 50th birthday ALL THE WAY at lakeside. After that, went down to NP to support Viky for his singing. He got 2nd which i think is really good!! Congrats man! Followed the gang & just got back home. Tp's kinda filled with indians actually. Hhahah!
&, for those of you who hasn't read gladys' latest post, please do because it actually made me tear. When i can tear it means it is something really really huge. :)
www.glamorised.blogspot.com
I really miss secondary school. Well, not that life was perfect then but every single day & every single minute was an exciting one. & things were wayyyyy better then,though O'levels were on my mind 3/4s of the time. I miss the times after school especially,where we all hang out as one huge gang & where everywhere we go, we are known. Definitely, & surely, life was wayyyy easier then.
I'd do ANYTHING. Just anything to get that phase of my life back.

P/s It's not that i'm hating my poly life or whatsoever. I'm sure there's more to come!
P/p/s Late for tutorial by 10 mins the other day. DAMNNIT!

TGIF

1Ho1!
It's finally the weekends! School's getting more comfortable. Except for the fact the toilets are all different on each level. It's only my first week & i've already entered the wrong toilet twice. Yesyes, thank you very much.
Other than that, i can say everything else is pretty normal. Sigh. I just lied. The last thing i'll ever want to do is lose a friend just because of the mindset of friendship. Gosh i'm getting sick & tired of this. Like my sister says, why is it so hard for me to say what i really feel? I know the answer. It's because i don't wanna lose a friend.
You don't have to wait. Really. You don't.

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The thursday timetable is sucking my blood! What kinda lesson is from 9-10, & then 4-6 & then 6-10.30?? Wahhhhlaauuuuu!!
& it's gonna rain once again. Ouh. & I love the feeling you get when you wake up & realise you have the whole house to yourself. Hehehe
& gladys png, i am so sorry i keep cancelling our plans at the last minute. Really really sorry. I promise to make it up to you :)

BACK FROM ORIENTATION! Super duper exhausting. But at the same time it was helluva fun. & i think i'm falling sick because my eyes are hot. & ANYWAY, something pretty retarded happened today & i hope it's the first & last time my classmates see me angry. Hahahhaha shittttttt. Poly life, poly life :)

First day at TP! as a student

SCHOOL WAS.......... interesting. Okay i'm not gonna lie,tutorials & lectures are freaking boring!! But there IS one thing i've learnt today. In secondary school, you can afford to lose focus,as you can clear your doubts with friends later on. In the poly, EVERY SINGLE SECOND your thoughts run somewhere else, is ONE PIECE OF INFORMATION saying goodbye to you.

Staying focus is SUPER DUPER important.

& damnnit, Nicholas saw me with him. OUR BET IS STILL ON NICHOLAS EWE. IT IS STILL ON.

Feels like it was just yesterday

Secondary 4
Secondary 3

Secondary 2
Primary 6

Feels like it was just yesterday i had to choose which secondary school i wanted to get into. Till now, till forever, i will never regret having to get into PRCS, a school which has thought me alot & is the reason as to why i am who i am today. I'm shaped into a teenager who has a well balanced life,one who is independant & one who is actually eligible to move on to the next phase of life. O'level was the period of my life i didn't want to experience but i had to anyway.
& now i do regret having to have that feeling. It is a beautiful memory now =))

School starts tomorrow. 19th April. & when i say school, it isn't secondary 4 Pasir ris crest 4/5 anymore. Now, it's Year one Temasek Poly 1H01 =) I'm proud that i've done whatever it takes to have brought me here for the past 17 years of my life.
So imma go paint my nails now. TATA & HAVE FUN, THOSE WHO HAVE MANAGED TO COME THIS STAGE OF LIFE!!

Nerd alert!

I won't say it was the first day of school today. Today was just camp. Monday's the official "first day". Anyway, camp was fucking boring!! TPRAWKS was wayyyy awesome. I think it's sort of the.. "You're already in Temasek Poly so whether you like the camp or not i don't give a damn. This camp is for the sake of having a camp." Kinda thing. I mean, come on! Don't blame me for saying such things.. It was really boring!!
I can't wait to see my timetable. I just know it's gonna suck my blood out. But like i said, i'm turning into a nerd for the next 3 years of my life. :) BELIEVE ME LAAH PLEASE =(

My goal(Academic wise):
1)NOT skipping any lectures
2)NOT skipping any lessons
3)NOT taking MCs unless i'm really bedridden

I think i can say tata to my cheerleading CCA =(

Enough of the Ls

If what i'm doing is pissing you off, if you feel fucking jealous or whatsoever, then just bloody hell tell me what you feel so i will do something about it. Not just put everything in yourself,bottle everything up & just suddenly erupt just because you have problems at work. You have no fucking idea how much of a good friend you WERE to me & when you had to say those things about me that no one has ever said, i bloody hell felt fucking hurt. Why is it you have to be so ignorant. It's good to be open but not SO open you can hurt just anyone & everyone with words you use that you think are normal to you. Ah fuck it man.


I NEED A GETAWAY REAL SOON.

Unfaithful blogger

I realise during the Olevel period, i had so much to blog about. Maybe i was just using that as an excuse away from my books. HAHA. Now it's either i am too lazy to blog, or i really have no time at all. So anyway my life has been pretty normal. Besides all the lazy slackings at home & the sudden phobia i am getting for facebook, nothing much has been happening. School starts next week & so this is the last week before August that i will be having a break. Imma use it wisely. Do all the craziest things i've ever wanted to do during the break after O's. Hope i make it to school next week =)

AHHH

I went clubbing baby!! I WENT CLUBBING. I really had a time of my life. A time of my life. Why am i repeating, why am i repeating? Next stop, SUPPERCLUB!