GSS is here!

The view from Orchard Central Rooftop Terrace. If you haven't been there, then you're wasting your time. Okay, but not that i want all of you to go there because the crowd will ruin the peace & serenity that you get from standing there. Lucky me, i got to be there on a full moon night. The view is just so breathtaking. It's when we stand at places like these that we realise little little things like these can actually make us so happy. Well that applies to me, but i don't know about you people there.

Am i weird? Hell no assholes!!

The one

He hardly ever falls asleep in any one's arms! & when he eventually did, he was probably the most most most adorable,cutest,lovablest thing i've ever seen in my life. :)

4 in a row!

One more was still in class, but we still save a piece of cake for her. AFTER LIKE god knows how many years, after much persuading from my classmates, i put a piece of chocolate cake into my mouth & guess what, i ACTUALLY LIKED IT. It was just so awesome!!! Okay but this doesn't mean i like chocolate now.. It's just this one cake. hahahah!! Anyway, happy birthday Geminis :)

Bistro

One of the reasons why i love going there's cause cousins get to reunite & most importantly, i get to talk to aunty shamini. Talking to her makes me feel motivated :) Someday, i wouldn't wanna be like her, but i wanna be better than her.

:)

He heaves a sigh of relief & falls asleep in my arms, not knowing his little actions actually made someone's day. My day. =)

Loved you enough to let you go

You come to a point of your life that you know you are very very very very sure about something. You know you're over & done with something but then SOMEHOW, it just has to come back once in a while to remind you it was a part of your life at one point of time. What do you do when that happens?

I'd just say fuck off.

So at that point of time we were not grown ups then what, we're grown ups now? I bothered about you & that's why i chose that decision. After so long, i went to check my horoscope & true enough,
The current astral configuration could bring you face-to-face with someone from the past with whom you got along so well but turned sour. You may be tempted to ignore them or brush them aside because of these memories. But time may well have changed them, so it may be wiser to give them a chance. Back then you were both much younger and inexperienced - now you know better.

THIS IS DAMN FREAKING OUT.

Happy birthday my one & only =)

You're 17 but you still act 7 Leon lee. Hahaha. I love you to the max. I'll never forget all the things you've done for me, & everything we've been through. Everything from the fights, to the phone calls to the webcam to the hanging out to the dates! Whatever happens, i know you are definitely someone who has left an impact in my life. You've taught me so many things i'll never forget. You're just the bestest bestest bestest guy friend anyone can ever ask for. =) & you know i mean what i say right. You know i'll always be here for you no matter what happens. & by the way, make sure you get me the cake i asked for, for my birthday okay? HAHAHAHAH JOKING JOKING! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU!

Ah choo!

Boat quay last night with bestfriend brought back lotsa memories i chose to reminisce only for that 4 hours. After that, it was like stepping out of the hole i know i was in all these while. THANKS GP FOR THE AWESOME TIME ALWAYS!!! What's up next friday then! hahah. Every week i look forward to friday because it's like a getaway for me. :)
I'm planning on going for a jog again but i've been sneezing & sneezing. I'm waiting for it to start to drizzle so i can jog in the rain. hahaah. Later off to changi village for ramesh's birthday. Everyone's gonna be there......... sigh

Another comes along but it'll never be the same

People can leave anytime.. But we still hope against hope that they don't anyway..

I'll never ever go on it,with anyone else but you. Never.

They make your life worthwhile

When you love someone, you put their needs before your own. No matter how inconceivable those needs were, no matter how fucked up, no matter how much it made you feel like you were ripping yourself into pieces.

Joan says i can become a writer already. Hahaha.

PMSing weather

Today's the first Monday eversince school started that i actually had a good time. I think classes passed fast,lessons were easier to concentrate on & i managed not to fall asleep. After school i joined the girls for project & then we tried to find heels for Joan. Can't believe that girl doesn't even have a pair of heels. What's a girl without a pair of heels?

You know.. I'd rather be alone than have somebody who is half there or doesn’t want to be there. Sigh. Guess i'll never know what you ever wanted till the end.

Contemplating

I think these sarees are so gorgeous!
Aunty called me in for modelling for StyleMart & i told her i'd think about it. I wanna make some cash for myself real badly because i wanna earn my own bucks. I think it's really cool how a poly student earns her own bucks & buys everything using the money she earns. Awesome. Though i loved working at F.I.S.H, i want a new experience. & after Aunty's recommendations & advice on me last night, i feel this would be a good experience! What do you think people?

Feeling (not very) good

Will never forget this drink in my life, ever!
It's almost 4am. I just got back. Okay wait,how come it's VANILIA & not VANILLA??

I'm tired of being someone's booty call & though i know i won't get over this,i will just try my best to avoid the cause of all these emotional barriers. Men NEVER appreciate the women who are willing to be there for them. & ya know what. Don't blame the men anymore. Why do we women put ourselves in it though we know it's gonna give us shit?

The last song

COOL OR WHAT! I took this!

Watched The last song with best friend last night. Caught the 9.45 show. The movie is super nice. I was begging to watch backup plan & not the last song because i KNEW the movie would result in PEOPLE crying. Little did i know i'd be one of the "People". hahahah!! YES I ACTUALLY CRIED! I think the movie is awesome. It isn't the same old Romance-love based movie, but also Family-love, Friendship-love & other aspects too. Just watch it alright. Wanted to visit the new Bar at Pasir Ris park but i figured i didn't have cab money to go home & so i had to catch the last bus back. Damn, i think i wanna start working again so i have bucks for things like this!

Saw Leon,Shaun,Aloy & LJ on my way back!! AWESOME!! Just miss those people so damn much. hahahaha!! Someone's birthday is coming ;)