I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing. — Neil Gaiman.
The best that can help me right now is you not contacting me anymore. I'm not ready. I wonder if i ever will be. I'm not ready for commitments. I'm not gonna be able to deal with your insecurity. I'm not gonna waste my time thinking about whether i've hurt you or not. I'm not planning to ruin my teenage life just like that. I'm not gonna change myself just for you. I'm not willing enough to give up my friends just for you. They say i've changed. Of course i have, i can feel it myself. I can feel my old self long gone. I want my old self back. I wanna be happy,cheerful,fun & be a bitch once again. Hah. Fuck you man. Men i mean. Anything with a penis.
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